June 18th

In my heart, he is suspended between the words "if" and "only". If only I could find someone like him to love. If only I could love him. If only I could let him love me, knowing how he sees me, how he renders all shields transparent with one piercing look. Knowing how he could love me, if only I could let him. If only he could be this: my one and only. If only I knew.